thecamerajunkie

since my switch from digital to 35mm, i haven't submitted a goddamn thing. but no one really looks at my gallery; so i'm fine with that. hopefully a photography course and darkroom sessions will help me to be a better photographer, i hope so. i've recently been forcing myself to ask people to take their pictures- i have to purchase my own film, but it's worth it. i'm going to be a photojournalist. i'm going to take an amazing picture; i know it. i know i'm capable of these things, i just never do it. for whatever reason. no batteries. no models. too fat. etc. and i live in a rinky dink little town with nothing interesting going on in i

since my switch from digital to 35mm, i haven't submitted a goddamn thing. but no one really looks at my gallery; so i'm fine with that. hopefully a photography course and darkroom sessions will help me to be a better photographer, i hope so. i've recently been forcing myself to ask people to take their pictures- i have to purchase my own film, but it's worth it. i'm going to be a photojournalist. i'm going to take an amazing picture; i know it. i know i'm capable of these things, i just never do it. for whatever reason. no batteries. no models. too fat. etc. and i live in a rinky dink little town with nothing interesting going on in i

there were days when the wind was so cold, that my body froze in bed if i just listened to it right outside the window. there were days when the sun was so cruel, that all my tears turned to dust and i just knew my eyes were drying up forever. i stopped crying in the instant that you left, and i cant remember where or when or how, and I banished every memory you and I had ever made there were those empty threats and hollow lies, and every time you tried to hurt me, i'd just hurt you even worse and so much deeper. there were hours that just went on for days, when alone at last we'd count up all the chances that were lost to us fo